Have hit the horrible boring stage

People warned me that this would happen but I don't think I believed them since we are doing this whole thing in 6 months, but it did. I'm at the stage where there's really nothing that has to get done or that we should even really do. The first month or two was full of forming ideas, hunting down vendors, making decisions. And now that it's all planned and settled, there's not much that can be done right now. Sure I can play around with ideas and look at pictures of things like hairstyles but there are no decisions to make. All that stuff really has to wait at least another month and really doesn't need to be figured out until around June. I've been playing around with DIY projects for programs and other things but again it's just playing with ideas. We don't need to make any decisions and probably shouldn't for at least a few weeks. This past weekend we went hunting for supplies for some of these proposed projects but when we didn't find anything we loved that would work, we didn't feel a need to try every store and purchase something that day because we have time. It's a good thing, don't get me wrong. It's just sort of boring and all up in the air. Like I have all these ideas that would be great but we should probably at some point focus them and actually start making them happen but neither of us feels like that time is now or at least has to be now. I'm not so good with things being up in the air or unsettled, I'm much happier when there's a plan or things to plan.

Even some of the things I thought I could research and figure out, have thwarted me. My parents are currently checking out venues for the NJ party in the fall and I'm sort of jealous as it seems like they are having lots of fun. I'm super happy that they are really enjoying this and that I'm not burdening them with it but I wish I could be doing the same thing. So I thought to myself, we still need to find a place for brunch the Sunday after, so I can internet hunt for ideas. Well I could, if the majority of the restaurants in the area weren't seasonal places that are currently closed. So I can't even begin that hunt until May. :-P

So I sit and pine for something to research or plan or figure out. I know I should feel glad that everything is coming together so well but I'm a planner, I love to plan and right now there's nothing that needs planning right now. Can't wait for May to get here!